Do you think being by yourself is healthy? I sometime just like to sit and stare at the pond. I sometime like to go to the movie alone. I do this alone and I just don’t know why. I guess I need time to think for myself. I guess it a little difficult for me to capture how I feel by writing.

Looking At The World In Perspective
I know that it is wrong but I allow it because I don’t want to get involved. I know that it is my duty to help other when in need but I look other way. I know that I suppose to turn on Internet restriction but I don’t really care if my brother doesn’t go to sleep until 4 or 5 in the morning. Sleeping help your body from getting old and being dump but I let him be dump. Do you think I am a bad person because I look in the other way?

My Failures Caught Up To Me
I was watching a lot of anime lately like Kamichu, Kashimashi and Sola. You probably want to know why I haven’t post anything lately? I don’t know why either. I guess it has to do with emotion. I let my worries be my downfall. Do you ever think that you should have went to get your bachelor degree because you are in a dead end job? Should you be working in a dead end job forever because you feel there’s nothing you can do?

Final Thought
I feel happy for some reason. When I look back at how far I have come, I feel happy when doing something positive. I should go to sleep I have work tomorrow. Good night!

When all is lost,
there is still hope,
when a hero comes along,
people will follow,

human cannot live without hope,
because it is the one thing that keep us alive,
if there’s no hope,
then we all will die,
because there wouldn’t be any reason to live,

the suffering and pain that we experience,
comes from Karma that we created,
happiness and sadness are the causes and effects from other,
changes are to be adapted if we are to survive,
we ask the reasons why we are put on this earth,
some just wanting to die,

because he doesn’t think clearly enough,
he let other influence his life,
therefore he can not decide,
he let the negativity takes over,

and just waiting to die,
why think so stupidly and negatively?
don’t you know there’s happiness and love,
for a person to be love,
he or she must be kind and gentle,
the hope for survival,
come from one willing to live,
if he or she see a reason to keep on living,
then there is hope.

You were my first love,
when I am with you,
I have this feeling of being complete,
I love you truly, deeply and madly,
I wanted you to feel how I feel,
but you didn’t feel the same,

no matter how hard I try I couldn’t change you,
even though my love was true,
your was not,
it make me sad,
but I was still by your side,
hoping one day you would change,

I wanted to cry when you walk by,
seeing you holding someone else,
and not me,
how can I not see that,
you don’t really love me,
you were only using me for one thing,
my dream fell apart because your,
love was never true,

I’ll find someone someday,
someone that won’t used me like you do,
someone that will love me for me,
I’ll keep my hope and dream alive,
If there is God,
then he will deliver my half,
no matter how many days have passed.

First Published: May 13, 2008 @ 16:41

Others Lovely, Romantic Poetry…

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Right now, I am reading books on CSS so I can modify the look of my blog theme. I am also learning how to draw comic strips. I am thinking of adapting the Maple Story concept. But there is one obstacle; I don’t know how to do CSS or how to draw comic strips.

Focus on One Thing
I found out that if you would focus only on one thing at a time, you are likely to succeed. The problem with doing too many things at the same time is that you are not focus. You are going to give up because you’re going to run out of fuel. I know that I have date line to meet that is writing at least one article a day.

The Obstacle of Learning New Skill
Some skill takes years to learn; I am trying to learn within 4 hours. I am trying to learn how to draw within 4 hours. I have to laugh at this one. What I’m I thinking? I don’t know maybe I am just pushing myself to hard. How do you learn new skill such as investing, drawing, singing or sports? What would be your advices for me when I am trying to learn new skill?

Final Thought
I am not giving up on learning how to draw comic strips and learning how to code CSS for my blog theme. I know that it will take me longer to draw comic strips and coding CSS; but I feel that it is the path that I must take. You probably want to ask me why I’m pushing myself so hard? When you have ideas or concepts then you have to push yourself I think. I am pushing myself because I want my ideas or concepts to be a reality.

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Sorry that I have not blog for 2 days now. There are times that I just don’t have any energy to blog. I sometime think what is the point of blogging if no one is reading? Would that be no different than leafs falling in the wood but nobody hear? I have 3 reasons why you should keep on blogging.

Blog Because You Want To Improves Your Life
I think this is the one reason I blog. I don’t blog because I want to make money. I blog because I want to improves my life. If you don’t have any motivation then your blog would be about nonsense. I don’t want to do that. I want every articles to be informative and well written.

Blog Because You Want To Make Money Some Day
If you blog because you want to make money some day, then you will find disappointment. You will lose patience and just give up. This shouldn’t be your reason you blog. I found that a blog might have 2300 members but the post is 239 days old. The reason for that is because the owner of the blog gave up because he was not making any money from it. He couldn’t be the next John Chow so he lost motivation to post anything.

Blog Because You Want To Challenge Yourself
I want to challenge myself because I want to impress other. When someone ask “Is that your website?” I would tell them “Yup, I am the owner of that blog.” They would tell me “wow you have so much creativity”. The comments I received give me more motivation and excitement.

Final Thought
Don’t blog because you just want to make money. What are the reasons that you keep on blogging? Did you want to improve your life? Did you want to challenge yourself with creativity? Bloggers I think you should keep on blogging because I love to hear what you have to say